It sounds like a paradox, but I’m too lazy to stop working hard.
A little break with Chobi
that is rooted in my nature of hating waste of thing.
Cats just dozing for a whole day
Sorry if I’m bothering you
because I know how much it will take to makeup for what I have lost or going to lose once I stop following what I think needs to be done.
It’s similar to exercising everyday.
Hating waste of time, money, and waste of something of myself and the people or things I care about.
it’s better to work little and often than to feel the stress of knowing that there would be an waste of something.
As getting older, it becomes harder and harder to do both, a daily maintenance & acquiring a new knowledge to survive and improve.
These days, any fundamental improvement, it most often requires implementation of a new technology and/or knowledge.
I can buy stuff it’s really easy and quick, on the other hand understanding its mechanism and do initial setup need time and effort. But I’ll alway try to do my best. Or my brain begins degrade immediately.
Like in each second it’ll getting weaker and slower.
For eliminating the threatening feeling, I work hard.
It’s a strange feeling, but that’s the way to live I’ve learned in the last 20 years.