In 2019, in 2021

Every morning is a different.

Who’s song come to mind changes based on the physical and mental conditions.

Sometimes it’s old 90s songs, sometimes songs I don’t even know the names, probably from TV or YouTube. And it tells me about my condition before I realize so, a sad song a cheerful song a fast paced song a slow song.

A light song a dense song.

I don’t search and listen the song, just use the opportunity to analyze my condition.

If sad then wait for it’s gone, because I’m happy and blessed.

If happy then try being happy as long as possible.


This morning no songs came but I had a thought of Nakamura Tetsu-san, who died of gunshot, at the age of 73 in 2019.

I sometimes think about him because he passed away in the same year with my dad, and at the same age.

May his soul and people’s souls who were with him rest in peace.